SUICIDE

hey guys. okay. hope you guys doing well. lately ni macam biasa je. hang-out dengan kawan-kawan tiap-tiap hari. layan diorang, kacau diorang time keje. and me?????????? my ass getting bigger, i'm getting heavy. totally feel like shit. and last night, i watch movie 'crazy, stupid, love'. haha.. remember that i can't stop laughing like craaaaaaaazy. so hilarious. you guys who still don't watch it yet, do it now! pasal seorang lelaki, Cal yang kene curang dengan wife dia,Emily. and they been married since they was 17. so early right?? when the time that they get appart, he took a class, i think. macam belajar nak jadi  really cool and sexy kasanova. dari seorang lelaki nama dia, Jacob. memang teror lah kan. i know you guys think yang Cal tu teruk right. but he do it because he try to move on. it's not easy to move on from someone that you love. but that affair, buat dia marah sangat. i know Cal loves his wife so much, tp mesti dia fikir macam mana wife dia sanggup curang padahal dia betul-betul loyal. mesti teruk sangat sakit yang dia rasa, sampai dia sanggup move on. but at the end of the day, he know that he can't. hahaha fine... it just a movie, fiqa. pfftt.. but.  i don't know. time macam ni lah kita kadang-kadang suka layan perasaan kan. hmmm ok! but lets think. that's Cal. that was what he decide. maybe sebab ada anak, semua. macam mana dengan perasaan orang lain pula. okay,don't be so naive. hahaha..  billion manusia kat bumi ni. sometimes people use different excuse, padahal the real reason totally different. for me, a person deserve decide apa yang patut dia rasa. and sometimes, kita kene pilih jalan yang akan buat orang marah, for a better life in future, for someone that we really appreciate. kita tak boleh nak harap semua orang paham kita. and kita tak boleh paksa orang. cause that's the best way. for you. and you know it. yes, you know it.