I'll Be Your Soldier..

I'm under pressure, seven billion people in the world trying to fit in
Keep it together, smile on your face even though your heart is frowning
But hey now, don't know girl, we both know what to do
But I will take my chances...

As long as you love me, we could be starving,
We could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me i'll be your platinum, i'll be your silver, i'll be your gold

I'll be your soldier, fighting every second of the day for the change girl
I'll be your Hova, you can be my Destiny's Child on a stinger
So don't stress, don't cry, oh we don't need no wings to fly
Just take my hand

As you love me we could be starving,
We could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me i'll be your platinum, i'll be your silver, i'll be your gold

I don't make if this make sense
You're my hallelujah
Give me a time and place, i'll rendez-vous
I'll fly it to ya, i'll meet you there
Girl you know I got you
Us, trust, a couple things I can't spell without you
No we on top of the world
Cause that's just how we do
Used to tell me sky's the limit
Now the skies are point of view
Now we stepping out like woah
Cameras point at you, ask me what's best side
I'll stand back and point at you, you, you
The one that I argue with,
Feel like I need a new girl to be bothered with
But the grass ain't always greener on the other side
It's greener where you water it
So I know, we got issues baby, true true true
But I rather work on this with you
Than then go ahead and start with someone new

As you love me we could be starving
We could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me i'll be your platinum, i'll be your silver, i'll be your gold

fyi: kiss for one minutes burn six calories :)

This is my my 'Too Hot Game' :D

i got this game from someone's note in facebook. let get startt!! hehe 

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: ice tea

2. Last phone call:  Abel

3. Last text message:  Abel

4. Last song you listened to: Gwen Stefani's new song. idk! sounds bullshit

5. Last time you cried:  last night, before midnight i guess

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: oh yahh

7. Been cheated on: yes -.-

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: totaly yes

9. Lost someone special: :)

10. Been depressed:  a month ago

11. Been drunk and threw up: several times, for sure

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. black

13. nude

14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2012)

15. Made a new friend: i am :)

16. Fallen in of love:  sooo subjective

17. Laughed until you cried: banyak kali! sampai guling2

18. Met someone who changed you: i am chameleons! daaa :D

19. Found out who your true friends were: my bestfriend is work -.-

20. Found out someone was talking about you: dah biasa, :)

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: er i guess soo

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 20

23. How many kids do you want?:  just 2 :)

24. Do you have any pets: cicak! haha

25. Do you want to change your name: oh yeahh

26. What did you do for your last birthday: spent a day with someone

27. What time did you wake up today: 10 am , agaknya lah

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: guling-guling macam penguin

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: NO MORE SCHOOL!!

30. Last time you saw your Mother: last 15 min

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: don't want to know people that i know since last 3 years

32. What are you listening to right now : Payphone -Maroon5

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope, Tony ada lah, my beloved lappy <3

35. Most visited webpage: blogspot

36. Whats your real name: Nurul Syafiqa

37. Nicknames: Syaff

38. Relationship Status: not my priority

39. Zodiac sign: Gemini

 40. Male or female?: female

41. Primary School?: SRAI sek.19, S.Alam

42. Secondary School?: SMK sek. 7, S.Alam

43. High school/college?: not yet

44. Hair colour: Black + brownish

45. Long or short: short! :)

46. Height: 154 cm tinggi kan kan!

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yeahh, Amber Heard!

48: What do you like about yourself : i'm good listener

49. Piercings: both ears

50. Tattoos: i do have triangle scars, can we assume as tattoo :D

51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTs:

52. First surgery: never la

53. First piercing: when i was 3

54. First best friend :   Nurain , i guess

55. First sport you joined: Bola Sepak with my jiran :D

56. First vacation: Banyak sangat

58. First pair of trainer : takpenah pulaa

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: nope

60. Drinking: noooo

61. I'm about to: bontot gatal! paham2 je lah :D

62. Listening to:  radio

63. Waiting on: someone text me

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: why not

65. Get Married?: i hope soo

66. Career?: Accountant :)

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70.Older or Younger: younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous, totally

72. Nice stomach or nice arms:  nice stomach

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive and lil bit loud

74. Hook-up or relationship: hook-up, hehehe

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble-maker, thats me :)

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: yes i did 

77. Drank hard liquor: oh yeah

78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope

79. Sex on first date: errr

80. Broken someone's heart: yeah im sorry

82. Been arrested: oh yeahh

83. Turned someone down: selalu

84. Cried when someone died : yes

85. Fallen for a friend?: hmm my big mistake

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: for sure :)

87. Miracles: ridiculous 

88. Love at first sight: i believe it :)

89. Heaven: yah

90. Santa Claus: merepek

91. Kiss on the first date: hihihi 

92. Angels: yess 

93. Demons: yes too

ANSWER WITH LIES: ni paling best jawab! hahaha

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: tak pernah :D

95. Did you sing today?:  nope! xD

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: aaaaa taaaak! :DD

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : when i was baby

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: some day in November

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: i am now

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes

My Breath-taking Moment

this is our beloved Keira Knightley in white Valentino dress for 2006 Golden Globe, looks like now we know the feminine side in Keira's

now Kate Hudson's moment in Roberto Cavalli collection that she wear for 'The Skeleton Key' London premiere. OMG completely shine along the red carpet. :o

       

okay, this look that i'm soo love to wear. it's suitable for my young age's look that i'm gonna wear for this year events. i know that i'm young so i can't dress too avant-garde. still wanna add some young, fun, chick and lil bit feminine moment in my look. i take all this emma stone's looks cause she remind me bout on how i'm dressing up, in feminine and casual side,

ps: this are just for examples for look that i'm gonna choose for myself. :)

Mr. Sz -typical Malaysian guy

when i was in my English class.my teacher talk about title of speech that you can use about Peace. suddenly i heard someone talk about 'love'. and that's from cute guy in my school.  i was like ' errr. what????' 


and speak about him, i think something is not right between him and i. we always get bump each other. this thing happen since 2 years ago. but since last 2 month, he keep look at me. sometimes i do smile at him,wishing that he could say hi to me and we can  talk about this weird thing.but he just look at other place. sometimes i do feel that he want to chat with me, but he just too ashamed. 


yah, Malaysian guy is soooo shy *just for the fyi :D


ps; for Mr. Sz. i do hope we can talk cause this thing look like it start to get serious. maybe we can continue with your 'love,peace' topic thing soon :)

uncomfortable situation

hallo guys :) it's me again. yah, now i can't update my blog always, i'm still sick. and it's not okay at all. now i'm cough like nanny. err *malunya. 

topic for today : HOPE

 oh yeah. do you ever hope for something??? for sure maa. okay, for this time i do hope that my cough will get better. it's totally uncomfortable for me. i cough in class, at the hall, in my car. my chest pounding like soooo hard. it's hard to breath. only me can feel this. i think there's something wrong about it.but don't worry. i can take care of it. err yahh i 'hope' so :) so pray for me. and i hope all you guys havig the best health condition ever. 

*thanks for the reading <3

S**K

hey, whats up you guys for today? now still in the morning. i'm not go to class. i am so sick. its quite cold here. im freezing, what can i say.. i think im sick bcause i do wish about this before. but i think now it's not a good time. when i do wish it before, i hope something else. haha  oh yah, let's talk when i start sick. okay, standard situation cough, headache. seriously bad headache, and it that attack me during addmath class. shit right??? well hero just sick once or twice right. :D *perasan

oh yah, have you guys watch The L Word. i think her name is Kate Moaning. she's hve a relationship with a Latina girl. er i forgot her name -.- hm Latina girl?? haha nothing matters. 

look their love, sooo many fight. but they acting like they know they were meant for each other. hahaha im just say what my conclusion is after watch that series in youtube. no 'double meaning' okayy. 

for you guys who not watch the series yet, why not you watch it, please, i am not force you, just suggest :) 

audience, yeay! :)

seems like now i know that i do have visitors for my blogs, so i guess i am not alone right:) so yah. start with hi :) hope you guys having a good day. me?? errr just watch "keeping up with kardashian's" with my annoying twitter friends that can't stop tweet 24/7. maybe you guys do heard about the Kardashians sister <3 well, they are one of my fav people in Hollywood. my life it's getting normal back. before this it's quite miserable. i did have a major break-down. but at least some of my problems already sloves, err i guess. haha but it's okay. :) i already used to it. everyone have this tough moment right right right. just want you guys know, You Are Not Alone :) 


peace!

PAIR?

tom and jerry. dolce and gabbana. catdog. air and breath. men and car. girl and shopping.chair and desk. astro and remote controller. pair? but what if single? one? tak mati pun kan kan. but what if you pair it with laugh? smile? or vacation? er nampak bengong je. okay. apa guna blackberry without bbm? i-phone without touch screen? manicure without padicure? 

so conclusion: i love many. but i hate single and pair. many.now i love it

movies that i ♥

                 

                            Norma Jean and Marilyn


seriously this movie make me crazy. just i can see that what Marilyn had been through really kills her. maybe she just need peace and happy surrounding. btw, the truth is that was really difficult to find. while this world getting so mean. ♥  Marilyn

     

   

                                                            Drive Angry 

haaa, what i love bout this movie, first, Amber Heard! yeay, for god sake she's hot. cause she is soooooooooo pretty. i hope i can have her. hihi and we got our Ghost Rider maaa, Nicholas Cage. hehehe somehow this movie show that bad guys can be a good person. but there's many regret in this movie. so yaaah, what ever it is, ♥ AMBER HEARD!