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stupid phrase

attitude change just not because for what you'd been through, it also show that you are ready to to face the new world 

VsE

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changes is not easy. it comes with full of courage and braveness. some change will make you fine. but some changes take a lot of test. if you think that changes make you feel good, then i'm sure it's the best way to choose. but change as the only choice, you can't do nothing. it doesn't matter how normal situations are, maybe change is the only way. and you have to keep remind it to yourself

Emit and Ball

pada suatu hari, ada seorang budak perempuan kerdil, Emit. dia tinggal kat Kampung Woodle. dia terperangkap dalam satu bola yang besar. dari kecil sampai umur dia 17 tahun, dia dalam bola tu.aku pun tak tahu macam mana dia boleh termasuk dalam tu. tapi dia boleh bernafas, macam ada oksigen yang boeh masuk, just ramai orang tak tahu macam mana nak keluarkan dia. dia nak  keluar daripada bola tu, dia taknak berjalan sambil berlari dalam bola. dia rasa macam hamster atas treadmill. walaupun sama je takde beza kalau dia lari non-stop tanpa bola tu. then one day,dia terjumpa seorang nenek tua. nenek tu buat deal dengan dia , Nenek boleh keluarkan Emit dari bola tu, as long Emit boleh urut badan belakang nenek tu. dengan muka pelik nya, Emit ready lah nak urut badan nenek tu, sekali dia stop, and dia pening rasanak muntah. sebab apa?? sebab nenek tu busuk sangat-sangat. sooo macam mana deal tu??? dia pun tak jadi lah. nenek tu pun bengang,then dia tolak Emit kat tepi bukit. sekali dah guling-guling sampai bawah, bola dia terkene tanduk unicorn yang tengah jalan kat tepi bukit.rupanya bola tu boleh pecah bila kene tanduk Unicorn. dia happy sangat. then dia bela unicorn tu. 

The End (Y)

by VsE 

tak sangka

heh tak pernah aku rasa macam ni. terkejut pun ada gak. penat gak kau pk nak bagi dia apa, sekali kene macam ni. aku tahu lah dia sibuk nak tengok benda tu. tapi mana ada orang nak bagi hadiah tengok dulu, paham lah sikit. bila geram nak bahan aku pula. aku tahu tak dapat bagi. takkan tak boleh paham situation aku. kang aku kata heartless, marah. nak bahan-bahan benda tak mahal. fuck off lah. menyesal gak niat nak bagi.tak sangka dia boleh cakap macam tu.

typical me

like i'm dreaming. i think i already found myself back. but seems like i messed up. again. that's why i'm not deserve anyone. i fucked up everything. i just can give, but never take anything. i did all this cause i know i can't have anyone. i'm just a phase for every one. 

already use to it

my life is so funny. seriously. orang ingat aku ni happy je, gelak je selalu. tapi takde sape tahu apa yang jadi kat aku sebenarnya. kadang-kadang ada benda yang buat kita berubah. 

i know, sekarang aku makin berubah. pengalaman mengajar kita kan? kalaulah aku boleh putar balik masa, aku rasa ramai yang lagi happy. aku rasa aku dah biasa dipersalahkan. ramai orang buat aku macam tu, even keluarga aku sendiri. it's hard to be me. sometimes i think that what i've feel for whole this time is not normal. i am not normal. i'm different. but i know myself. if it's meant to be that this is the way of my life, i think i just have to suck it up. someone will accept me for who i am.

sekarang ni aku betul-betul rasa kelakar macam dulu. aku rasa semua benda ni merepek. apa yang paling kelakar, ada orang rindu aku? i thought aku ni orang yang paling orang suka lupa, orang yang paling takde siapa peduli. sebab selama ni memang ni yang aku rasa. so bila ada siapa-siapa kata dia rindu aku, memang aku tersengih sorang-sorang je lah. tapi normal lah kan, bila kita takde, baru orang cari kita. aku pun rasa macam tu, tapi aku takkan cari orang tu lah. aku ni pemalu. sebab biasanya bila aku rindu orang, takde rindu aku balik. yeah, i'm the one who always messed up right?

but i know 1 thing. you are not deserve to miss someone unless you say it straight to their face. 

but for my situation, i can't say that i miss someone cause i can't see her. how i'm supposed to say it? heh weird right? i know. that's why i'm not normal.

i want to do this for someone

oh my god

bila nak berakhir hari-hari stress ni hah. makin lama makin menyampah. baru trial exam, dah macam ni. kalau yang betul macam mana.

 and today is not my my good day. i'm alone cause i think i've fight with someone, i guess~ what ever, screw it. other's feelings is not my priority anymore. why should i care about it? care just make you look like dumb-ass. 

don't acting like you've got damn cock while you just had pussy. sooo pussy and proud. hahaha stupid phrase. heh sorry for those who uncomfortable with it. 

oh yah. last Sunday i  met my work-mates. oh shit, soo many hot goosip that i didn't know. and and, they miss me a lot. achik and chiko hug me. haha love those bitches. i miss them, i miss working, i miss the days without any stress. but yah, im gonna have a 'war'. soo fight first, fun later. :)

and i buy a necklace for someone. i hope she will accept it. it suites her.and for your guy's information,i am lil bit afraid to give her that present.  do you think she's gonna accept it? what if she hate it? 

Jeng Jeng!

hey guys! it's me. yaah, now I'm in my exam weeks. oh seriously shit. 

I can't sleep, now like for 2 days. today i got my math test. if i didn't get A for my math paper, i think i'm gonna cut myself. i pulled my butt off to study. 

tomorrow will be my history test. guess tonight i just can sleep for 2 or 3 hours. i hope so~

i think now i am in my most depressed time ever. so what we gonna do??? happy smoking.  
don't care for what you guys think, but smoking save me. (Y) 

hoping the best for your life :) keep read my blog. 

VsE

WHO?

i watched episode when Cat died. just curious. who's the one that you should pity more. Frankie or Sam? 

Sam talk to Cat every day. they breakfast together. sleep together. holiday together. they are married. every one know that Cat belong to Sam's. every one know that they're two people meant together. i think that it's not make any sense if they are not together. all their friends love them together. if someone stole Cat from Sam, i'm sure lot of people will get mad. 

Frankie madly in love with her. truly in love with her. Frankie messed-up before. after that she's regret. but sometimes i can understand Frankie's situation.she cheated on her. put blame on Cat and go. and that was her biggest mistake. just like my fucking situation. after realize it, she know that she's just love Cat. truly madly crazy love Cat. she's rather make affair with Cat even Cat with Sam. i know. it's better being like that than lose Cat forever. why would she avoid Cat while she's know that she can't. 

what make me hurt is, before Cat died. she's fucking with Frankie. which is totally shit. she lie to Sam then give hope on Frankie. that was on her birthday. Frankie  give her bracelet.then they kissing but Tess see it. she's totally freak out. when she's out from Frankie's house, she took off Frankie's bracelet. and making all that fucking regret face. 

we can fall in love with someone that we never know how they are

new interest

look at that series. really blow my mind.

catch up their life. now i know why so many people addicted with that series. (Y)

after done watch whole series, i'll tell you guys what can i get from it

 VsE