i know what i want

i know whats my problem. and i can't avoid it anymore. so i decided to keep it on. yes. true. no matter what people say, i will do it. and im gonna admit it all the time. that what im gonna live. soo shut the fuck up woman :) you just have to suck it up 

its raining

its raining outside. i dont know why, but i can feel that my heart is raining inside too. can anyone tell me what's going on with me. im feel like i am missarable. looks like love can not easily to delete. im feel like i am stupid. can't deny, i am. can i just get out of this town, of this life? i want to live alone by myself. please. i cry every single night. i dont know whats wrong with me. theres so many days that im not laughing anymore. i just miss my old life, but that life is full of lie, full of games. its really hurt me

i do adore u

i do adore a woman that i know from facebook. when i saw all her photos, i know that she someone that fun lover and faithful person when really in love with somebody. fine she's a drunker, but thats normal.cause i do so. i love to see her smile, her laugh(when i watch her video okay -.-), her body. i think she's totally cute. if i had her, i think i will laugh and smile every single day, all day long. but what can i say, she's taken laaaa. hahaha so for L, hope u happy with ur girl. and i hope one day, i can have time to hang out with u cause u really make me think of u always. sooo cheers for that cause u make me feel this way :P

its me

Gemini a flirt, but when they're in a relationship, they're one faithful person :)

u make me bored laaaa haiya -.-

your attitude make me sick la. stop all that bullshit,cause u make me think that u are desperate. im sorry for you. cause u still stuck with the past, and at the same time, wasting your tears, your time, your happiness just because of a stupid desire

mini cooper s!

kereta ni dalam rumah aku wehhhh! takpe2, thanks cik leh sebab letak kat rumah kitorang :P 
pandai lah ika jaga! hehehe

there no good person in this world! trust me

im so fucking tired with bad guys that being such a hypocrite. can anyone just admit that he's a player, and wanna make fun with girls. that can be so simple, cause i can do that so. hahaha so girls n boys out there, watch out! cause new syaff will teach u a lesson 

calling my angel

found myself in the dark room all day
hoping this silence will take this pain away
cause no one was here, to wipe my tears
when they fall


no one hear me screaming,
but this four walls


so im calling out your name
hoping you hear me
got both hands on my heart
hoping you feel me


cause baby i feel you when i close my eyes
calling out for you, i can't sleep at night


please someone help me find my angel
cause every breath i think without is painful


please someone help me find my angel
cause she hear me calling


now who's gonna put me up when i am feeling down
u left with the part of me,
the air is thinning getting so hard to breath


try to take this pain away with this pen
but i just keep writing your name over again
life without you is impossible


please someone help me find my angel


please

me

i was born to be stubborn, to be lil bit bitchy,to push people, to push myself.
i was thought never take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything i had, to never give up, to believe in myself, but most for all, to fight for myself :)

TROUBLEMAKER

hihi new me

new me!

**thanks to aida

shade

so fasionista!

MAKE YOU FEEL MY LOVE

When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no - one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
Know there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change
Are blowing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet

I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love, To make you feel my love

To make you feel my love