Emo standard Orang Melayu -.-

banyak sangat emosi dalam kepala otak aku ni. tapi lega sikit lah bila dah balik rumah ni. duduk sana lagi tambahkan tension aku je. actually menyesal juga aku decide stay sana, tak sangka kene hentam sampai macam tu. patutnya aku pun kene expect juga yang aku ada family yang sangat cepat judge orang.

oh yah. pernah dengar orang cakap 'luah mati mak, telan mati bapak'?? or sebaliknya laa.. aku rasa itulah yang aku rasa sekarang ni. rasa memang tak best langsung kau tahu tak, senang cerita lah, I'm not ready for another fight. dengan siapa-siapa je pun. aku kene tahan dalam masa kurang dari sebulan je weh. pastu pandai-pandai lah aku hidup sendiri. dah tak jumpa siapa-siapa dah.

tak kisah lah, yang penting aku tahu aku ni siapa, apa yang aku nak buat, apa yang aku rasa. aku nak terlalu fikir pasal apa yang orang kata pun tak boleh juga sebab lepas ni aku belum tentu jumpa diorang-diorang tu semua. and ramai lagi jenis manusia akan aku jumpa lepas ni. aku pun dah kene pandai jaga diri. nak keje ke, duduk rumah ke, nak layan perasaan ke, nak enjoy sampai apa ke. pandai-pandai lah decide sendiri.

now yang aku tahu, aku tak boleh nak harap siapa-siapa teman aku sekarang ni. nak harap, tapi sometimes aku rasa aku yang tak layak. kita tak boleh lah nak harap orang lain jaga kan hati sendiri. sampai bila nak macam tu, bila ada problem je, orang lain pula yang kita nak marah. tak cool lah en. aku punya perangai macam tu lah. aku baru sedar yang perangai aku tak cool langsung. heh tapi nak buat macam mana. itulah aku.

thanks membaca essay orang emo. standard lah jenis essay macam ni. memang panjang. kalau spm soalan keluar pasal emo-emo ni, confirm A+ punyaa

peace! love, VsE

p/s: memang aku in love dengan rambut ni. bangun tido tak payah susah-susah nak blow. dah lah hazwan kata comel. aishhhh blushing aku orang puji.

dasar facebook -.-

ehhh, aku tengok facebook ni berbulu je lah. erghhh sumpah aku dah jelouse tahap dewa. asal aku tak kenal kau. asal kau kenal dengan dia? fuck off. asal dulu kau tegur aku, aku buat dek er. tu lah. dulu bodoh sangat. now kau dah happy dengan girlfriend kau. ishhhhhhhhhhhh nak time machine boleh tak?? bak sini panggil doraemon tu. huh dah lah girlfriend kau cantik, kau pun cantik gak. aku dah macam stalker rajin tengok gambar kau banyak kali. hmm fine. sekarang aku tak kenal kau. hopefully someone kenalkan kita. hmm

<3 AD

p/s: sempat lepas geram before offline. huhh

Quote

It is difference between giving up and moving on.

seriously, i don't know what to think about that either. giving up or moving on. but the best question is,for what problem??  hm I try so hard to focus for one thing at one time. but i guess, it keep my head upside down about others. yeaah.. sound like soooo me. but who cares. this is not the first time for me to handle this kind of thing. i just have to delete, sleep then pretend it didn't happen. simple :)

maybe sound like cliche but at least i try to solve it in a good way. aaaa based on situation maaa. can't deny,sometimes i love do stupid things to handle my probs. hahaha it makes me feel so good. 

and guyss, i cut my hair. just like the girls at my blog's background. hihihihihi haa i know.  it's crazy. but i love it. aaa actually it more about the feel when i cut it. huhhh like a big weight just have been removed out of my shoulder. feels goooood. :P 

 

soo, adios. VsE

p/s: sorry for the late update. for this time, internet is not a good choice for me. but i'm still here. (y)

ME

M

'what ever it'

not a mistake to be that way
it just you
and it just me
8 more days
then you can face this world
along with that person that you never expect

say it now
or you can keep it silent forever
say it now
or your miserable life will getting worse

but that feel
when it come
and you just don't realize it
it just come

nothing can change it
it become so strong
until it become one with your life
that you can feel in your bones
every single your breath

strong
confident
truth

without care what people assume
cause just you the one who know it
without care what people say
cause only you the one who feel it

kiss with that strong feeling
is unforgettable

that place
between shadow and soul
complicated
but who cares
it still had a place
in your mind

fuhh

um today. haa quite big moment. yahh. no need to tell about it. but i think all this time for the awkward moment, mungkin akan kurang lepas ni. yelah. semua nya aku dah tegur. Semua nyaa. mula-mula tu agak awkward. but life go on. buat apa pk pasal past. but i love my girls and boys. heh suka tengok diorang nangis. aku pun nangis gak tadi. haih. susah-susah.

and i think guy is soo complicated. menggedik pun ada gak. terpandang-pandang. nak tambah lagi 3 tahun ke pandang aku macam tu.. dah tanya, macam tu gak rupa er. tapi makin lama pandang makin ngeri. macam pervert gila pun ada gak. aku yang takut.

tapi asal en orang cepat betul tido. aku pun kaki tido gak, tapi takkan aa sampai pukul 9 lebih dah guling-guling tido and bangun esok. perhh  tu memang gila tido nak mampos. orang period je tido kuat. dia period ke, tak ke sama gak. dah dapat call2 ni. kacau time. heheheh.

oh yah, countdown. 2 days more. cukup-cukup lah aku asyik serious 2,3 hari ni. time to chill out.

D

STRANGER INSIDE

lagi berapa hari je. tengah countdown tiap-tiap hari. lama-lama aku sedar satu perkara. aku sebenarnya rasa something sebab rapat dengan orang-orang yang tak kenal aku sebenarnya. macam mana nanti bila aku kene tinggal dengan orang-orang yang tak boleh terima aku ni. seriously tak boleh bayangkan macam mana. sebab aku dah rasa kira-kira 2 tahun lah dengan kawan-kawan aku sekarang. diorang tak tahu pun aku ni macam mana. kadang-kadang rasa semacam. semalam lepak dengan abel pun, nasib baik iman je yang ada. dia dah memang tahu sikit-sikit pasal aku. tapi rasa awkward lah. huih boleh tak lari dari Malaysia ni. not even in a sec, i feel like i fit in with someone, except orang-orang yang macam aku. takpe, aku macam tak biasa hidup sendiri. just smile, and pretend like we are okay. then it's gonna be okay. eventhough nobody know what we feel inside

Psycho

maybe some of you guys penah dengar pasal ni.t's just a trick question. any answer have it own meaning

1: korang nampak ada orang kene bunuh kat bawah. korang kat tingkat atas. satu tangan dia tengah tikam orang tu, lagi satu tangan korang rasa dia buat apa?

2: 1 day, korang pergi satu funeral ni dengan kakak korang. then then korang terserempak dengan sorang lelaki yang korang memang dah suka sangat sangat.lepas funeral tu korang nak jumpa dia. lelaki tu just muncul if ada funeral je. so macam mana korang nak jumpa dia lagi?

3: korang ada bunuuh someone. then sekali ada orang nampak. dia lari masuk dalam almari. then korang nak buat apa.



ini jawapan orang psiko:

1: korang jawab tangan lagi sebelah kira korang kat tingkat berapa, then dia nak kejar and bunuh korang.
2: korang bunuh kakak korang, just nak jumpa lelaki tu.
3: korang sembunyi, and tunggu orang tu keluar dari almari and bunuh dia.


if korang jawab selain daripada jawapan di atas, makna nya korang still normal. kalau semua jawapan tepat and leboh kurang. make sure. you are so unpredictable and could be danger too

K

me as :D

seriously cute nya lahai di nyanyi. macam suara budak tadika nyanyi. i never think that she will make those cover. sooooooooooooooo adorable. bahahaha boleh tahan stalker aku ni. boleh buat lagu tidur malam sebenarnya sebab suara dia cute

89

it's cool to have someone with us. but why there's a feeling that we still need someone else. i know my blog its full with questions. cause i love to questioned everything. seriously sometimes i don't know why i cry. it's stupid. i cry for no reason. i don't know what i want. i don't know i supposed to do. i do acting like i'm okay, i spend time with my friends, i force myself. but something is not right inside me.my life is so fucking confuse right now. nothing make any sense. but i know one thing, i know i can't change it and i really can't deal with it. i was totally involve with that. yah, and i know what i did was such a selfish move. at least i know what i love. photograph, writing and numbers.

change is hard. change is risk. change is future. and change is not for me.

T

stupid phrase

attitude change just not because for what you'd been through, it also show that you are ready to to face the new world 

VsE

C

changes is not easy. it comes with full of courage and braveness. some change will make you fine. but some changes take a lot of test. if you think that changes make you feel good, then i'm sure it's the best way to choose. but change as the only choice, you can't do nothing. it doesn't matter how normal situations are, maybe change is the only way. and you have to keep remind it to yourself

Emit and Ball

pada suatu hari, ada seorang budak perempuan kerdil, Emit. dia tinggal kat Kampung Woodle. dia terperangkap dalam satu bola yang besar. dari kecil sampai umur dia 17 tahun, dia dalam bola tu.aku pun tak tahu macam mana dia boleh termasuk dalam tu. tapi dia boleh bernafas, macam ada oksigen yang boeh masuk, just ramai orang tak tahu macam mana nak keluarkan dia. dia nak  keluar daripada bola tu, dia taknak berjalan sambil berlari dalam bola. dia rasa macam hamster atas treadmill. walaupun sama je takde beza kalau dia lari non-stop tanpa bola tu. then one day,dia terjumpa seorang nenek tua. nenek tu buat deal dengan dia , Nenek boleh keluarkan Emit dari bola tu, as long Emit boleh urut badan belakang nenek tu. dengan muka pelik nya, Emit ready lah nak urut badan nenek tu, sekali dia stop, and dia pening rasanak muntah. sebab apa?? sebab nenek tu busuk sangat-sangat. sooo macam mana deal tu??? dia pun tak jadi lah. nenek tu pun bengang,then dia tolak Emit kat tepi bukit. sekali dah guling-guling sampai bawah, bola dia terkene tanduk unicorn yang tengah jalan kat tepi bukit.rupanya bola tu boleh pecah bila kene tanduk Unicorn. dia happy sangat. then dia bela unicorn tu. 

The End (Y)

by VsE 

tak sangka

heh tak pernah aku rasa macam ni. terkejut pun ada gak. penat gak kau pk nak bagi dia apa, sekali kene macam ni. aku tahu lah dia sibuk nak tengok benda tu. tapi mana ada orang nak bagi hadiah tengok dulu, paham lah sikit. bila geram nak bahan aku pula. aku tahu tak dapat bagi. takkan tak boleh paham situation aku. kang aku kata heartless, marah. nak bahan-bahan benda tak mahal. fuck off lah. menyesal gak niat nak bagi.tak sangka dia boleh cakap macam tu.

typical me

like i'm dreaming. i think i already found myself back. but seems like i messed up. again. that's why i'm not deserve anyone. i fucked up everything. i just can give, but never take anything. i did all this cause i know i can't have anyone. i'm just a phase for every one. 

already use to it

my life is so funny. seriously. orang ingat aku ni happy je, gelak je selalu. tapi takde sape tahu apa yang jadi kat aku sebenarnya. kadang-kadang ada benda yang buat kita berubah. 

i know, sekarang aku makin berubah. pengalaman mengajar kita kan? kalaulah aku boleh putar balik masa, aku rasa ramai yang lagi happy. aku rasa aku dah biasa dipersalahkan. ramai orang buat aku macam tu, even keluarga aku sendiri. it's hard to be me. sometimes i think that what i've feel for whole this time is not normal. i am not normal. i'm different. but i know myself. if it's meant to be that this is the way of my life, i think i just have to suck it up. someone will accept me for who i am.

sekarang ni aku betul-betul rasa kelakar macam dulu. aku rasa semua benda ni merepek. apa yang paling kelakar, ada orang rindu aku? i thought aku ni orang yang paling orang suka lupa, orang yang paling takde siapa peduli. sebab selama ni memang ni yang aku rasa. so bila ada siapa-siapa kata dia rindu aku, memang aku tersengih sorang-sorang je lah. tapi normal lah kan, bila kita takde, baru orang cari kita. aku pun rasa macam tu, tapi aku takkan cari orang tu lah. aku ni pemalu. sebab biasanya bila aku rindu orang, takde rindu aku balik. yeah, i'm the one who always messed up right?

but i know 1 thing. you are not deserve to miss someone unless you say it straight to their face. 

but for my situation, i can't say that i miss someone cause i can't see her. how i'm supposed to say it? heh weird right? i know. that's why i'm not normal.

i want to do this for someone

oh my god

bila nak berakhir hari-hari stress ni hah. makin lama makin menyampah. baru trial exam, dah macam ni. kalau yang betul macam mana.

 and today is not my my good day. i'm alone cause i think i've fight with someone, i guess~ what ever, screw it. other's feelings is not my priority anymore. why should i care about it? care just make you look like dumb-ass. 

don't acting like you've got damn cock while you just had pussy. sooo pussy and proud. hahaha stupid phrase. heh sorry for those who uncomfortable with it. 

oh yah. last Sunday i  met my work-mates. oh shit, soo many hot goosip that i didn't know. and and, they miss me a lot. achik and chiko hug me. haha love those bitches. i miss them, i miss working, i miss the days without any stress. but yah, im gonna have a 'war'. soo fight first, fun later. :)

and i buy a necklace for someone. i hope she will accept it. it suites her.and for your guy's information,i am lil bit afraid to give her that present.  do you think she's gonna accept it? what if she hate it? 

Jeng Jeng!

hey guys! it's me. yaah, now I'm in my exam weeks. oh seriously shit. 

I can't sleep, now like for 2 days. today i got my math test. if i didn't get A for my math paper, i think i'm gonna cut myself. i pulled my butt off to study. 

tomorrow will be my history test. guess tonight i just can sleep for 2 or 3 hours. i hope so~

i think now i am in my most depressed time ever. so what we gonna do??? happy smoking.  
don't care for what you guys think, but smoking save me. (Y) 

hoping the best for your life :) keep read my blog. 

VsE

WHO?

i watched episode when Cat died. just curious. who's the one that you should pity more. Frankie or Sam? 

Sam talk to Cat every day. they breakfast together. sleep together. holiday together. they are married. every one know that Cat belong to Sam's. every one know that they're two people meant together. i think that it's not make any sense if they are not together. all their friends love them together. if someone stole Cat from Sam, i'm sure lot of people will get mad. 

Frankie madly in love with her. truly in love with her. Frankie messed-up before. after that she's regret. but sometimes i can understand Frankie's situation.she cheated on her. put blame on Cat and go. and that was her biggest mistake. just like my fucking situation. after realize it, she know that she's just love Cat. truly madly crazy love Cat. she's rather make affair with Cat even Cat with Sam. i know. it's better being like that than lose Cat forever. why would she avoid Cat while she's know that she can't. 

what make me hurt is, before Cat died. she's fucking with Frankie. which is totally shit. she lie to Sam then give hope on Frankie. that was on her birthday. Frankie  give her bracelet.then they kissing but Tess see it. she's totally freak out. when she's out from Frankie's house, she took off Frankie's bracelet. and making all that fucking regret face. 

we can fall in love with someone that we never know how they are

new interest

look at that series. really blow my mind.

catch up their life. now i know why so many people addicted with that series. (Y)

after done watch whole series, i'll tell you guys what can i get from it

 VsE

think

happy smoking or bad depressed? you choose (Y)

Let me love you until you learn to love yourself

****** :)

looking at you make me laugh. 

hear your voice makes me feel better.

it's damn fucking shit if I know someone messed up with you.

people just can't stop play with us. 

you remind me about this feeling again for such a long time.

I care about you, and I'm sorry cause didn't show it obviously :)

I wish I can tell someone bout you, but errr. looks like no one will get it.

Fucked Up

force yourself to stop it's hurt.
let yourself keep feel that it's torturing.

keep silent it's shit. 
speak about it is wrong. 

which one?

Fucked up everything

Orang Paling Perasan

add some inches just wanna to beat her height. tadaaa  berlagak betul dia tinggi daripada aku. btw you, as long ada effort, nothing impossible. 

she's quite funny. haha i just can't stop laugh when i talk to her. rasa macam nak cabut je kepala dia simpan bawah bantal sebelum ada orang amik. tak penah jumpa orang yang don't give a damn dengan orang lain macam dia. 

now i've to find gift for her birthday. ingat dah lepas taknak minta, tapi kene juga. -.- 

hehe suddenly i'm thinking, what gonna look like if she's crying. dia penah kata dia penah nangis tapi macam budak kecik. lepas tu lama-lama rasa macam orang bodoh. yang dengar ni pula yang 'er -.- tak terasa pun youuu' 

some attitude depends on what had happened to someone. sooo dia kata aku confuse, sebab sebelum ni ada situation ni yang buat aku terlalu confuse. honestly she say i'm rude. kadang-kadang lah. *selamba nenek dia je kan kan -.-' but after know lil bit of myself. dia kata biar laaaa.tengah panas, lama-lama tak kisah lah macam i nanti. 

i was like 'haaa?? er maybe if i just stay with you' hehehe nampak menggedik nya tuuuu

no lah :D kidding. korang boleh rasa ke aku macam tu nanti? aku pun tak sure. but who knows. oh yah, latest update. every single day i'm doing stretching exercise to make sure my spine straingt so i can add some inches' because of what??? haaaa because of her laaa. berlagak sangat. penat redah youtube cari cara macam mana nak tinggi. kalau tak dapat tu, aihh redha je lah. Perasan tinggi macam Frankie, aku pula Cat?? eh eh yakss no way. I wanna be like Lexy. aumm aumm. 

VsE

say what you feel.
that one word. 
then go. 
say it. 
and totally walk away.

but if you still turn back, you still being a dumb-ass like usual. never stop complain and selfish

you are just being selfish actually. 

go away and never talk about it. 

TOTALLY WALK AWAY FIQA.CAUSE YOU'RE THE MOST SELFISH PERSON

prove it

LET GO

someone walk away maybe because they get hurt. but some of people decide to walk away because they realize how screw up they are. panic, freak out. struggle to find the love one, but knowing that we can't have them is such a pain. what can they do just give the typical reasons and walk away. but the truth is they are messed up and guilty. wanna start a new life, but their heart still wanna choose being wrong, wanna stuck in the past and accept to take the pain. having just a little love from someone they love, was such a big gift. rather be lost, and hopeless. stand all the tears, thinking all the memories, all that just can make them smile without realizing that they were alone. past, memories are such big power. it can make you feel so high, wanna stalking, searching, chasing. but do not want ever to touch. just give what person they love want, could have a lot of happiness. just one night, smile, kissing, hug, make love could erase all that pain for years. just silently looking that smiles and those hope can make you relieve. but if there's any chance that you could take her back in you arms, would you rather do that? all the answer is in you hands but i know what ever the answer, you will think the effect on her life than yours. by hurting her, it also give her chance to make her dreams come true. that's the truly 'let go' means for me

Somnambulist You

twinkle lights. spark. torchlight. dushbag.

*what the fucking nonsense i try to say now. haha

it's who I am and who I love, and I'm never never gonna apologize for that because it's not wrong and I don't feel ashamed of it -Amber Heard

I personally think that if you hide or deny something, you're inadvertently admitting it's wrong. I don't feel like I'm wrong -Amber Heard

S**K AGAIN! Fu*k

heyyo, it's me :) i just finish making kuih for upcoming raya. so yah if you wanna taste it, you guys all invited to come to my house *for malaysian, and anyone who knows me. soooo anyone who know me, tadaaaaaaa! you all invited :) hoho. i will post my picture when i make cookies. hihi

 actually kan, im not feeling well, and yes again -.-. i dont know what heck is wrong with me. headache attack! i feel so sick, vomit. huh but i hate medicine :'( yaakkks!! thank god all mu cousins doesnt recognise me throw up. or :( 

so guys, please take a good care of yourself. hm anyone always got headache-attack will sure understand it. it killing me. i'm not kidding

DAMN FOOL!

when we talk about Grown Up's movie, i just can't stop laugh every single time i watch this scene. totally funny. i laugh sooooooo hard :D


'He got all steroid over his body except his voice ' HAHAHAHAHAHAHA 

I'll Be Your Soldier..

I'm under pressure, seven billion people in the world trying to fit in
Keep it together, smile on your face even though your heart is frowning
But hey now, don't know girl, we both know what to do
But I will take my chances...

As long as you love me, we could be starving,
We could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me i'll be your platinum, i'll be your silver, i'll be your gold

I'll be your soldier, fighting every second of the day for the change girl
I'll be your Hova, you can be my Destiny's Child on a stinger
So don't stress, don't cry, oh we don't need no wings to fly
Just take my hand

As you love me we could be starving,
We could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me i'll be your platinum, i'll be your silver, i'll be your gold

I don't make if this make sense
You're my hallelujah
Give me a time and place, i'll rendez-vous
I'll fly it to ya, i'll meet you there
Girl you know I got you
Us, trust, a couple things I can't spell without you
No we on top of the world
Cause that's just how we do
Used to tell me sky's the limit
Now the skies are point of view
Now we stepping out like woah
Cameras point at you, ask me what's best side
I'll stand back and point at you, you, you
The one that I argue with,
Feel like I need a new girl to be bothered with
But the grass ain't always greener on the other side
It's greener where you water it
So I know, we got issues baby, true true true
But I rather work on this with you
Than then go ahead and start with someone new

As you love me we could be starving
We could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me i'll be your platinum, i'll be your silver, i'll be your gold

fyi: kiss for one minutes burn six calories :)

This is my my 'Too Hot Game' :D

i got this game from someone's note in facebook. let get startt!! hehe 

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: ice tea

2. Last phone call:  Abel

3. Last text message:  Abel

4. Last song you listened to: Gwen Stefani's new song. idk! sounds bullshit

5. Last time you cried:  last night, before midnight i guess

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: oh yahh

7. Been cheated on: yes -.-

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: totaly yes

9. Lost someone special: :)

10. Been depressed:  a month ago

11. Been drunk and threw up: several times, for sure

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. black

13. nude

14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2012)

15. Made a new friend: i am :)

16. Fallen in of love:  sooo subjective

17. Laughed until you cried: banyak kali! sampai guling2

18. Met someone who changed you: i am chameleons! daaa :D

19. Found out who your true friends were: my bestfriend is work -.-

20. Found out someone was talking about you: dah biasa, :)

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: er i guess soo

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 20

23. How many kids do you want?:  just 2 :)

24. Do you have any pets: cicak! haha

25. Do you want to change your name: oh yeahh

26. What did you do for your last birthday: spent a day with someone

27. What time did you wake up today: 10 am , agaknya lah

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: guling-guling macam penguin

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: NO MORE SCHOOL!!

30. Last time you saw your Mother: last 15 min

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: don't want to know people that i know since last 3 years

32. What are you listening to right now : Payphone -Maroon5

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope, Tony ada lah, my beloved lappy <3

35. Most visited webpage: blogspot

36. Whats your real name: Nurul Syafiqa

37. Nicknames: Syaff

38. Relationship Status: not my priority

39. Zodiac sign: Gemini

 40. Male or female?: female

41. Primary School?: SRAI sek.19, S.Alam

42. Secondary School?: SMK sek. 7, S.Alam

43. High school/college?: not yet

44. Hair colour: Black + brownish

45. Long or short: short! :)

46. Height: 154 cm tinggi kan kan!

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: yeahh, Amber Heard!

48: What do you like about yourself : i'm good listener

49. Piercings: both ears

50. Tattoos: i do have triangle scars, can we assume as tattoo :D

51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTs:

52. First surgery: never la

53. First piercing: when i was 3

54. First best friend :   Nurain , i guess

55. First sport you joined: Bola Sepak with my jiran :D

56. First vacation: Banyak sangat

58. First pair of trainer : takpenah pulaa

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: nope

60. Drinking: noooo

61. I'm about to: bontot gatal! paham2 je lah :D

62. Listening to:  radio

63. Waiting on: someone text me

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: why not

65. Get Married?: i hope soo

66. Career?: Accountant :)

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: hugs

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70.Older or Younger: younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous, totally

72. Nice stomach or nice arms:  nice stomach

73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive and lil bit loud

74. Hook-up or relationship: hook-up, hehehe

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble-maker, thats me :)

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: yes i did 

77. Drank hard liquor: oh yeah

78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope

79. Sex on first date: errr

80. Broken someone's heart: yeah im sorry

82. Been arrested: oh yeahh

83. Turned someone down: selalu

84. Cried when someone died : yes

85. Fallen for a friend?: hmm my big mistake

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: for sure :)

87. Miracles: ridiculous 

88. Love at first sight: i believe it :)

89. Heaven: yah

90. Santa Claus: merepek

91. Kiss on the first date: hihihi 

92. Angels: yess 

93. Demons: yes too

ANSWER WITH LIES: ni paling best jawab! hahaha

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time?: tak pernah :D

95. Did you sing today?:  nope! xD

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: aaaaa taaaak! :DD

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : when i was baby

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: some day in November

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: i am now

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yes

My Breath-taking Moment

this is our beloved Keira Knightley in white Valentino dress for 2006 Golden Globe, looks like now we know the feminine side in Keira's

now Kate Hudson's moment in Roberto Cavalli collection that she wear for 'The Skeleton Key' London premiere. OMG completely shine along the red carpet. :o

       

okay, this look that i'm soo love to wear. it's suitable for my young age's look that i'm gonna wear for this year events. i know that i'm young so i can't dress too avant-garde. still wanna add some young, fun, chick and lil bit feminine moment in my look. i take all this emma stone's looks cause she remind me bout on how i'm dressing up, in feminine and casual side,

ps: this are just for examples for look that i'm gonna choose for myself. :)

Mr. Sz -typical Malaysian guy

when i was in my English class.my teacher talk about title of speech that you can use about Peace. suddenly i heard someone talk about 'love'. and that's from cute guy in my school.  i was like ' errr. what????' 


and speak about him, i think something is not right between him and i. we always get bump each other. this thing happen since 2 years ago. but since last 2 month, he keep look at me. sometimes i do smile at him,wishing that he could say hi to me and we can  talk about this weird thing.but he just look at other place. sometimes i do feel that he want to chat with me, but he just too ashamed. 


yah, Malaysian guy is soooo shy *just for the fyi :D


ps; for Mr. Sz. i do hope we can talk cause this thing look like it start to get serious. maybe we can continue with your 'love,peace' topic thing soon :)

uncomfortable situation

hallo guys :) it's me again. yah, now i can't update my blog always, i'm still sick. and it's not okay at all. now i'm cough like nanny. err *malunya. 

topic for today : HOPE

 oh yeah. do you ever hope for something??? for sure maa. okay, for this time i do hope that my cough will get better. it's totally uncomfortable for me. i cough in class, at the hall, in my car. my chest pounding like soooo hard. it's hard to breath. only me can feel this. i think there's something wrong about it.but don't worry. i can take care of it. err yahh i 'hope' so :) so pray for me. and i hope all you guys havig the best health condition ever. 

*thanks for the reading <3

S**K

hey, whats up you guys for today? now still in the morning. i'm not go to class. i am so sick. its quite cold here. im freezing, what can i say.. i think im sick bcause i do wish about this before. but i think now it's not a good time. when i do wish it before, i hope something else. haha  oh yah, let's talk when i start sick. okay, standard situation cough, headache. seriously bad headache, and it that attack me during addmath class. shit right??? well hero just sick once or twice right. :D *perasan

oh yah, have you guys watch The L Word. i think her name is Kate Moaning. she's hve a relationship with a Latina girl. er i forgot her name -.- hm Latina girl?? haha nothing matters. 

look their love, sooo many fight. but they acting like they know they were meant for each other. hahaha im just say what my conclusion is after watch that series in youtube. no 'double meaning' okayy. 

for you guys who not watch the series yet, why not you watch it, please, i am not force you, just suggest :) 

audience, yeay! :)

seems like now i know that i do have visitors for my blogs, so i guess i am not alone right:) so yah. start with hi :) hope you guys having a good day. me?? errr just watch "keeping up with kardashian's" with my annoying twitter friends that can't stop tweet 24/7. maybe you guys do heard about the Kardashians sister <3 well, they are one of my fav people in Hollywood. my life it's getting normal back. before this it's quite miserable. i did have a major break-down. but at least some of my problems already sloves, err i guess. haha but it's okay. :) i already used to it. everyone have this tough moment right right right. just want you guys know, You Are Not Alone :) 


peace!

PAIR?

tom and jerry. dolce and gabbana. catdog. air and breath. men and car. girl and shopping.chair and desk. astro and remote controller. pair? but what if single? one? tak mati pun kan kan. but what if you pair it with laugh? smile? or vacation? er nampak bengong je. okay. apa guna blackberry without bbm? i-phone without touch screen? manicure without padicure? 

so conclusion: i love many. but i hate single and pair. many.now i love it

movies that i ♥

                 

                            Norma Jean and Marilyn


seriously this movie make me crazy. just i can see that what Marilyn had been through really kills her. maybe she just need peace and happy surrounding. btw, the truth is that was really difficult to find. while this world getting so mean. ♥  Marilyn

     

   

                                                            Drive Angry 

haaa, what i love bout this movie, first, Amber Heard! yeay, for god sake she's hot. cause she is soooooooooo pretty. i hope i can have her. hihi and we got our Ghost Rider maaa, Nicholas Cage. hehehe somehow this movie show that bad guys can be a good person. but there's many regret in this movie. so yaaah, what ever it is, ♥ AMBER HEARD!