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alone at the back seat

then look outside the window

deaf even radio still on

suddenly we just can feel the leaves fall on the grown

look at the white stripes moves so quickly 

how much it feel so empty

inside

it is happen now

no question about it

cause you can't defeat the world

keep it inside

then take the pain

just die

YOU

winds touch hard but we chose not to sway
at all times, we seek new ways
and fantasies of hugs and those bays
hold us together through our days
when arrows rain on us and all we see is love
we smile and cry and laugh and shred holy lacrimation
though must knowst I am nowhere but in the possession

F.E.D -.-

Friend : Extremely Dangerous

why did i said all those things. cause they are dangerous!!! ada ke aku tengah drive boleh main cucuk-cucuk leher aku??? gila ke apa?? tak sayang nyawa ke apa? kalau ya pun tak sayang diri, takyah ah buat aku join excident sekali! bengong punya orang. uishh. nasib jalan lengang. aku tak tahu lah kawan-kawan aku tu. harap er muka lelaki serious. bila tang buat perangai, ishhh. kalah ipan, adik aku tu. boleh buat lawak ganas pula. hishh. stress gak aku dikelilingi orang yang macam tu. sekali aku dah bagi penampar, berterabur gigi.

CONFESSION

0055

FOOD

okay. makanan apa lagi yang aku belum rasa?? semua benda aku dah rasa. and for the first time, hari ni aku kusut nak makan apa. life sekarang?? LIFELESS. duduk depan tv, gelak sorang-sorang. nasib baik chanel tv best. kalau tak????? duduk depan radio, diam-diam. then makan, mandi, tengok tv. huh. itu je?? sejak wan takde, bosan. tak keluar. takpelah. rest sampai lebam lepas kerja ni. nak tunggu gaji, macam lambat lagi je rasa nya. now, 1st Feb. nanti, tahu-tahu je dah bulan March. ohhhh... suspen. tadi buka buku resepi. macam takde yang mengancam je. cakap je. apa lagi menu aku tak penah rasa. someone out there?? for this 3 years, did i speak just with myself???Pizza?? tomyam??? nasi goreng?? nasi paprik?? apa lagi?? burger bakar??? semuaaaa dah rasa. apa lagi yang aku tak rasa lagi? adik aku cakap, aku jadi macam ni sebab dah lama sangat duduk rumah. asyik makan sedap je, then do nothing. memang lah jadi macam ni kan.

Maggi Tom Yam for brunch, and still haven't dinner. pathetic.

peace. VsE