think

happy smoking or bad depressed? you choose (Y)

Let me love you until you learn to love yourself

****** :)

looking at you make me laugh. 

hear your voice makes me feel better.

it's damn fucking shit if I know someone messed up with you.

people just can't stop play with us. 

you remind me about this feeling again for such a long time.

I care about you, and I'm sorry cause didn't show it obviously :)

I wish I can tell someone bout you, but errr. looks like no one will get it.

Fucked Up

force yourself to stop it's hurt.
let yourself keep feel that it's torturing.

keep silent it's shit. 
speak about it is wrong. 

which one?

Fucked up everything

Orang Paling Perasan

add some inches just wanna to beat her height. tadaaa  berlagak betul dia tinggi daripada aku. btw you, as long ada effort, nothing impossible. 

she's quite funny. haha i just can't stop laugh when i talk to her. rasa macam nak cabut je kepala dia simpan bawah bantal sebelum ada orang amik. tak penah jumpa orang yang don't give a damn dengan orang lain macam dia. 

now i've to find gift for her birthday. ingat dah lepas taknak minta, tapi kene juga. -.- 

hehe suddenly i'm thinking, what gonna look like if she's crying. dia penah kata dia penah nangis tapi macam budak kecik. lepas tu lama-lama rasa macam orang bodoh. yang dengar ni pula yang 'er -.- tak terasa pun youuu' 

some attitude depends on what had happened to someone. sooo dia kata aku confuse, sebab sebelum ni ada situation ni yang buat aku terlalu confuse. honestly she say i'm rude. kadang-kadang lah. *selamba nenek dia je kan kan -.-' but after know lil bit of myself. dia kata biar laaaa.tengah panas, lama-lama tak kisah lah macam i nanti. 

i was like 'haaa?? er maybe if i just stay with you' hehehe nampak menggedik nya tuuuu

no lah :D kidding. korang boleh rasa ke aku macam tu nanti? aku pun tak sure. but who knows. oh yah, latest update. every single day i'm doing stretching exercise to make sure my spine straingt so i can add some inches' because of what??? haaaa because of her laaa. berlagak sangat. penat redah youtube cari cara macam mana nak tinggi. kalau tak dapat tu, aihh redha je lah. Perasan tinggi macam Frankie, aku pula Cat?? eh eh yakss no way. I wanna be like Lexy. aumm aumm. 

VsE

say what you feel.
that one word. 
then go. 
say it. 
and totally walk away.

but if you still turn back, you still being a dumb-ass like usual. never stop complain and selfish

you are just being selfish actually. 

go away and never talk about it. 

TOTALLY WALK AWAY FIQA.CAUSE YOU'RE THE MOST SELFISH PERSON

prove it

LET GO

someone walk away maybe because they get hurt. but some of people decide to walk away because they realize how screw up they are. panic, freak out. struggle to find the love one, but knowing that we can't have them is such a pain. what can they do just give the typical reasons and walk away. but the truth is they are messed up and guilty. wanna start a new life, but their heart still wanna choose being wrong, wanna stuck in the past and accept to take the pain. having just a little love from someone they love, was such a big gift. rather be lost, and hopeless. stand all the tears, thinking all the memories, all that just can make them smile without realizing that they were alone. past, memories are such big power. it can make you feel so high, wanna stalking, searching, chasing. but do not want ever to touch. just give what person they love want, could have a lot of happiness. just one night, smile, kissing, hug, make love could erase all that pain for years. just silently looking that smiles and those hope can make you relieve. but if there's any chance that you could take her back in you arms, would you rather do that? all the answer is in you hands but i know what ever the answer, you will think the effect on her life than yours. by hurting her, it also give her chance to make her dreams come true. that's the truly 'let go' means for me

Somnambulist You

twinkle lights. spark. torchlight. dushbag.

*what the fucking nonsense i try to say now. haha

it's who I am and who I love, and I'm never never gonna apologize for that because it's not wrong and I don't feel ashamed of it -Amber Heard

I personally think that if you hide or deny something, you're inadvertently admitting it's wrong. I don't feel like I'm wrong -Amber Heard

S**K AGAIN! Fu*k

heyyo, it's me :) i just finish making kuih for upcoming raya. so yah if you wanna taste it, you guys all invited to come to my house *for malaysian, and anyone who knows me. soooo anyone who know me, tadaaaaaaa! you all invited :) hoho. i will post my picture when i make cookies. hihi

 actually kan, im not feeling well, and yes again -.-. i dont know what heck is wrong with me. headache attack! i feel so sick, vomit. huh but i hate medicine :'( yaakkks!! thank god all mu cousins doesnt recognise me throw up. or :( 

so guys, please take a good care of yourself. hm anyone always got headache-attack will sure understand it. it killing me. i'm not kidding

DAMN FOOL!

when we talk about Grown Up's movie, i just can't stop laugh every single time i watch this scene. totally funny. i laugh sooooooo hard :D


'He got all steroid over his body except his voice ' HAHAHAHAHAHAHA