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Wow for such a long time i didn't hear someone speak her name. Idk why but i feel relieved doesn't seen her face just now cause im driving. But i think i saw her girlfriend. Idk. Like i said just now, im driving. If i told you this, you must be happy D Its not because im feeling jealous or what. It just remind me how cruel i am to everyone. Wish her happy, A gemok. Wish you happy too D. Already made up my mind. Stop hurting people. I won't messed up your life anymore. But I can't lie to myself. That I really miss you. Dying missing you

B

My heart stop for awhile when i see someone's face like you. Im stunt when i smell exactly perfume like yours. Shock when touch someone's skin that remind me of your hand. So how can i advice my friend to move on, while im still the one who stuck with past. Have you ever feel this? By saw her name, you can feel like your heart been riped out. Even you've through the most hurt physical ache but this feeling effect you the most. By a moment, you tears fall down Admit that i won't forget you. Whatever i get through, thinking bout your smile is the only way make me feel okay. Forgive me for this feeling. I can't control it. Annoying bug

Close my eyes just wanna remember how your face looks like. I still remember every inch of your face. Your eyes. OYour nose. Your lips. Your chin. The way I touched your skin. It still fresh in my mind. But how can I supposed to hold on that memories so tight, but the truth is I should let it go. The more upset I'll be, the more I need you. Im fucking messed up with the one that Ive ever love in my whole life. I'll push myself hard to make sure we're never been together anymore. Even feeling of missing you is killing me every time Im breathing.

A Moment

You let me Hold your hand Have a warm hug Get a long kisses Your sweetness surprised me Moment when I appreciate for what you've done And never ask for anything Makes me wanna be with you more than I should

you hate me? yah, i hate me too. but thats the only way. i've to do this. i'm a mistake. i always be a mistake. not just you but anyone else too. and i just can't stop make people hurt. i don't need anyone being with me. btw i didn't eat anything today. maybe sebab i dah kenyang for our last chat. hoping this is the last. please don't come back. its hard for me to keep make you hate me