Emo standard Orang Melayu -.-

banyak sangat emosi dalam kepala otak aku ni. tapi lega sikit lah bila dah balik rumah ni. duduk sana lagi tambahkan tension aku je. actually menyesal juga aku decide stay sana, tak sangka kene hentam sampai macam tu. patutnya aku pun kene expect juga yang aku ada family yang sangat cepat judge orang.

oh yah. pernah dengar orang cakap 'luah mati mak, telan mati bapak'?? or sebaliknya laa.. aku rasa itulah yang aku rasa sekarang ni. rasa memang tak best langsung kau tahu tak, senang cerita lah, I'm not ready for another fight. dengan siapa-siapa je pun. aku kene tahan dalam masa kurang dari sebulan je weh. pastu pandai-pandai lah aku hidup sendiri. dah tak jumpa siapa-siapa dah.

tak kisah lah, yang penting aku tahu aku ni siapa, apa yang aku nak buat, apa yang aku rasa. aku nak terlalu fikir pasal apa yang orang kata pun tak boleh juga sebab lepas ni aku belum tentu jumpa diorang-diorang tu semua. and ramai lagi jenis manusia akan aku jumpa lepas ni. aku pun dah kene pandai jaga diri. nak keje ke, duduk rumah ke, nak layan perasaan ke, nak enjoy sampai apa ke. pandai-pandai lah decide sendiri.

now yang aku tahu, aku tak boleh nak harap siapa-siapa teman aku sekarang ni. nak harap, tapi sometimes aku rasa aku yang tak layak. kita tak boleh lah nak harap orang lain jaga kan hati sendiri. sampai bila nak macam tu, bila ada problem je, orang lain pula yang kita nak marah. tak cool lah en. aku punya perangai macam tu lah. aku baru sedar yang perangai aku tak cool langsung. heh tapi nak buat macam mana. itulah aku.

thanks membaca essay orang emo. standard lah jenis essay macam ni. memang panjang. kalau spm soalan keluar pasal emo-emo ni, confirm A+ punyaa

peace! love, VsE

p/s: memang aku in love dengan rambut ni. bangun tido tak payah susah-susah nak blow. dah lah hazwan kata comel. aishhhh blushing aku orang puji.

dasar facebook -.-

ehhh, aku tengok facebook ni berbulu je lah. erghhh sumpah aku dah jelouse tahap dewa. asal aku tak kenal kau. asal kau kenal dengan dia? fuck off. asal dulu kau tegur aku, aku buat dek er. tu lah. dulu bodoh sangat. now kau dah happy dengan girlfriend kau. ishhhhhhhhhhhh nak time machine boleh tak?? bak sini panggil doraemon tu. huh dah lah girlfriend kau cantik, kau pun cantik gak. aku dah macam stalker rajin tengok gambar kau banyak kali. hmm fine. sekarang aku tak kenal kau. hopefully someone kenalkan kita. hmm

<3 AD

p/s: sempat lepas geram before offline. huhh

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It is difference between giving up and moving on.

seriously, i don't know what to think about that either. giving up or moving on. but the best question is,for what problem??  hm I try so hard to focus for one thing at one time. but i guess, it keep my head upside down about others. yeaah.. sound like soooo me. but who cares. this is not the first time for me to handle this kind of thing. i just have to delete, sleep then pretend it didn't happen. simple :)

maybe sound like cliche but at least i try to solve it in a good way. aaaa based on situation maaa. can't deny,sometimes i love do stupid things to handle my probs. hahaha it makes me feel so good. 

and guyss, i cut my hair. just like the girls at my blog's background. hihihihihi haa i know.  it's crazy. but i love it. aaa actually it more about the feel when i cut it. huhhh like a big weight just have been removed out of my shoulder. feels goooood. :P 

 

soo, adios. VsE

p/s: sorry for the late update. for this time, internet is not a good choice for me. but i'm still here. (y)

ME

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'what ever it'

not a mistake to be that way
it just you
and it just me
8 more days
then you can face this world
along with that person that you never expect

say it now
or you can keep it silent forever
say it now
or your miserable life will getting worse

but that feel
when it come
and you just don't realize it
it just come

nothing can change it
it become so strong
until it become one with your life
that you can feel in your bones
every single your breath

strong
confident
truth

without care what people assume
cause just you the one who know it
without care what people say
cause only you the one who feel it

kiss with that strong feeling
is unforgettable

that place
between shadow and soul
complicated
but who cares
it still had a place
in your mind

fuhh

um today. haa quite big moment. yahh. no need to tell about it. but i think all this time for the awkward moment, mungkin akan kurang lepas ni. yelah. semua nya aku dah tegur. Semua nyaa. mula-mula tu agak awkward. but life go on. buat apa pk pasal past. but i love my girls and boys. heh suka tengok diorang nangis. aku pun nangis gak tadi. haih. susah-susah.

and i think guy is soo complicated. menggedik pun ada gak. terpandang-pandang. nak tambah lagi 3 tahun ke pandang aku macam tu.. dah tanya, macam tu gak rupa er. tapi makin lama pandang makin ngeri. macam pervert gila pun ada gak. aku yang takut.

tapi asal en orang cepat betul tido. aku pun kaki tido gak, tapi takkan aa sampai pukul 9 lebih dah guling-guling tido and bangun esok. perhh  tu memang gila tido nak mampos. orang period je tido kuat. dia period ke, tak ke sama gak. dah dapat call2 ni. kacau time. heheheh.

oh yah, countdown. 2 days more. cukup-cukup lah aku asyik serious 2,3 hari ni. time to chill out.