Passion

im so stress right now. i don't know why. im sooooo complicated person. but one thing that i know that i was soooo good about it,(errr maybe lil ) i do love fashion. i think thats the only thing that i really know how to do. fashion. omg for me it is an art.cause through fashion, we can know what going on with someone's mind, what their opinion about clothes, pants, evening dress, or maybe LBD as well. fyi, if u wanna make me happy when im sad or whatever, the only thing that works for me is 'shoping!'. thats it! simple! :D if my dad a billionaire, seriously. i wll shoping every single day of my life. 

ohmygod!!!!!

laaaaaaaaa, dia hidup lagi! oh my god! iskandar hidup lagi rupanya. hehe takde pape pun sbnarnyaa. saje buat terkejut. hehe bagus lah dia hidup lagi. mana lah tahu boleh lepak2 sama ke. :p

omg this is weird :D HAHA

ok guys! aku ada benda nak cerita ni. and benda ni serious awkward sangat sangat. okay, aku kenal dia, btw takdelah baru kenal mana lah kan. masa tahun lepas juga. aku kenal dia sebab dia ni penah lah ada 'ehem2' relationship dengan bff aku dulu. well, not my problem lah kan sebab apa aku kisah pasal diorg, haha. just apa yg pelik sangat sekarang ni., ok! baru2 ni dia ada call kawan aku, but kawan aku taknak pula borak2 dengan dia. sooo aku borak lah dgn dia kejap. then dia minta num ph aku sebab dia nak minta tolong aku berniaga kat tempat keje dia jap sbb takde keje. tp tulaa, aku tak dapat nak tolong dia. and then tadi! dia call aku. kitorang berdua pun borak2 sebab dia bosan takde keje kan. btw malam ni kan chinese new year, and kebetulan muka kitorang ni muka apek amoi gila tau tauu. so kitorang borak lah macam-macam masa kitorang kecik bila jumpa orang cina lah, fave makanan laa. kebetulan juga kitorang ni kaki makan, kitorang cite oasal asam pedas, tomyam! perghh memang lapar juga lah masa borak2 tuu. then cite pual pasal masak2 pula. haha dia tu teror masak, and jauh gila dari aku yg memang fobia masak! then dia deal dgn aku yang maybe one day dia akan ajar aku masak! waaaah semangat! kitorang cerita oasal life kitorang. cerita aku dengan dia memnag tak jauh beza, jenis2 kawan yang kitorang rapat pun lebih kurang sama. pandangan kitorang pasal love pun lebih kurang sama juga :) seronok bercakap dengan orang yang boleh tahan banyak juga lah persamaan dengan kita. kitorang masing-masing ada zaman gelap yang sama, and sama juga tgh menuju ke arah untuk jadi orang yang lebih baik. so far so good, dua2 comfortable satu sama lain. just aku memang appreciate bila b'cakap dengan orang mcm tu. buat kita selesa sebab sama2 mengalami benda yang sama. :)what ever it is, hari aku hari ni berakhir dgn happy, so far ni. oh yah, esok aku holiday dgn family and kawan2 aku. btw, lelaki yang aku harap tu aku rasa dah suka kat orang lain, yaah, nak buat mcm mana. dia dah jumpa orang yg sesuai :) im happy for him. and untuk aku pula, lelaki tadi mengingatkan aku yang kita takpayah cari jodoh kita sangat, nanti dia datang sendiri kalau dah jodoh , u know what? i think he's right :)

okay lah guys, adiyos! hopefully hari esok korang happy juga okay,
GOODNIGHT!

i want this!

i want all this. semuaaa aku nak. <3 <3 <3 <3

i want this!

i want this for my birthday! seriously shit! please please. sape bagi aku ni, serious aku kiss2 dia!!

i am sorry :)

omg sorry k dear. tak semua orang kita kene terima lah :). if u tak dapat dgn i, banyak lagi perempuan kat luar tu. u r soo good looking, but tu bukan yang i harap je. so tak rugi pun tak dapat i lah. adoyaaiii

SUICIDE

Everywhere is stilleverything is restless in my hearti hate the way this feelssuddenly i'm scared to be apartthe days are dark when you're not aroundthe air is getting hard to breathei wish that you would just put me downi wish that i could go to sleep

loving you is suicidei don't know should go or should i stayi'm tryna to keep myself aliveknowing there's a chance it's all too latebut i heard you say you love methat's the part i can't forgetand i wish that you come save mecos i'm standing over the edge
i should let you gotell myself the things i need to hearbut my brain is wired wrongthat's why i'm loving you when you're not herefeels like i drown in your every wordand every breath that's in betweensomehow you got me where it really hurts
it's killing every part of me
loving you is suicidei don't know should go or should i stayi'm tryna to keep myself aliveknowing there's a chance it's all too latebut i heard you say you love methat's the part i can't forgetand i wish that you come save meboy cos i'm standing over the edge
loving you is suicideand my world's about to breakand i... had as much as i can takeand love is a long way down
loving you is suicideand it's getting harder everydayi'm tryna to keep myself aliveknowing there's a chance it's all too lateand i'm way past every momentbut i'm still determined to fightand i know it's taking all my strengthto give emotions aliveloving you is suicide
*love this song, fave!

happy birthday Reza!

haha hari ni birthday reza, my close friend yg ke 29. haaaa selamat hari tua ya reza. hope u happy , boleh enjoy lagi puas-puas. and thanks juga for all ur treat masa kita lepak. nanti celebrate jangan lupa open bottle ajak i tauuu. wawawawawa :D

things get weird

maybe, the time has come. maybe

people

actually susah bila kita termasuk kat kawasan orang-orang yang tak suka kita. maybe korang fikir situation ni macam budak-budak sangat. tapi itu juga menunjukkan perasaaan orang kat kita. sekarang zaman IT, hujung jari je satu dunia boleh tahu perasaan kita. tak kisah lah apa yang diorang nak cakap pasal aku, tapi aku tak kacau hidup diorang. memang diri aku macam ni, aku tahu korang semua tak paham. and aku tak kisah pun. tapi mentang-mentang aku  mcam ni, kau boleh cakap suka-suka hati kau. sekarang kau tak kenal orang-orang kat luar tu. maybe benda ni baru untuk kau. and if lelaki yang kau nak tu suka kat aku, bukan salah aku. so kau tak payah nak lepaskan perasaan tak puas hati kau tu kat aku. even benda ni memang tak patut, tapi aku ada hak nak sayang dengan siapa-siapa pun aku nak.

where's my fucking damn blackberry?!!

okay, nak dekat seminggu aku tunggu blackberry aku ni! mana bb aku lah sial! bodoh punya kawan! fuck fuck fuck. aku bg temph sampai hujung bulan ni, if kau tak bg juga, mmg pantat namanya!!

pay day! SHIT

alamak, gaji dah masuk lah pula kan. tapi tu laaaaaaaa. banyak duit dah habis dah. kalau aku tunjuk balance account ni, habis tkejut ibu kang, bila tak keje ni rasa mcm boring sangat2. badan aku pula lately ni asyik penat je. haihh ni ada pape ke niii. esok, ada satu hari lagi je aku nak rest, then aku sekolah dah, adoyaiii rasa tak cukup lah holiday nii. hmm mcmm mana ni ha. dah ready ke? lps tu terus nak spm pula tu? bila lah aku nak eje, then menghabiskan duit sendiri. macam2 aku nak tahu tak. haiya. i miss my baby. and i wish that she stay beside me, make me feel better. hmmm sayang, i miss u so much. i need u to stay with me