its raining

its raining outside. i dont know why, but i can feel that my heart is raining inside too. can anyone tell me what's going on with me. im feel like i am missarable. looks like love can not easily to delete. im feel like i am stupid. can't deny, i am. can i just get out of this town, of this life? i want to live alone by myself. please. i cry every single night. i dont know whats wrong with me. theres so many days that im not laughing anymore. i just miss my old life, but that life is full of lie, full of games. its really hurt me